From the recording The Weight Of All This Hope
Lyrics
Holding me down like I might fly away
Feet on the ground, you convince me to stay
The kite strings, they tangle, I can’t catch my breathe
Killing myself just to run from death
I looked for you in those orange blossom skies
Looked for you, I AM
I gave my self to someone who doesn’t exist
I stand on the coast, clutching regret in my fist
And I’m here in my solipsistic world
But one more time I cast a line
And hope I find the voice that I never heard
Open my eyes cause I’ve seen it before
I could give up like the end of a war
Or I could keep searching for love in the sky
If true light is out there I’ll make it mine
I looked for you in those orange blossom skies
Looked for you, I AM
I gave my self to someone who doesn’t exist
I stand on the coast, clutching regret in my fist
You know I live in my solipsistic world
But one more time I cast a line
And hope I find the voice that I never heard
Choking me out like the Florida air
You promised me words
There was nothing there
Heavenly hopes
I run out of rope
God please forgive me, I was just scared
I gave my self to someone who doesn’t exist
I stand on the coast, clutching regret in my fist
You know I live in my solipsistic world
But one more time I cast a line
And hope I find the voice that I never heard
I’m looking for you in those orange blossom skies
Yeah, you know I am
